Friday, April 10, 2009
sorry i need an outlet.
Ops i did it again.
And all i wanted was for a chance to work things out.
But wanting to work things out is not always letting nature take its course i guess.
I am being myself.
But this time, it seems, I annoyed you.
If being myself annoys you, can we really still be together?
If you cant accept me for who am i, can we really work?
It's true, I love you (still).
Maybe less now.
It's also true, you don't love me (anymore).
Maybe more now.
Maybe I care too much,
That's why it hurts.
Maybe pain will go away itself,
At least you think so.
As usual, I will have to self-heal and forget all the hurting words that you said, forgive that you gave me up so easily and then continue to act as if nothing happened. that is being normal. that is letting nature take its course. I will sacrifice other things just to go out with you, 'cos you mattered. I do things for you, but you don't realize i do them just for you. No, i don't wanna be friends.
I feel much better now.
Maybe, I'm better alone.
Let's stay this way, for awhile.
Don't waver my determination, not you.
(unless you are sure)
I'm going to Vietnam.
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