Monday, June 18, 2007
Loneliness?
Someone's in malaysia for two days. it is just one night, but tonight, it's so quiet. the silence is killing me; the loneliness wears me down. it is that kind of feeling. i dont want to proclaim love, but the warmth she gives embraces me, like the fireplace in winter, no less. she claims herself to be the live radio, then ill be her avid fan. every moment spent with her, i sink deeper. dear cupid's got me in a chokehold. (if that aint love, then i dont know what love is)
would you risk friendship for more? -- if you were someone who values friends more than your partners, and the possibility of a relationship lasting forever is near to nothing, what would you choose? i do love her, but i love myself more. i have commitment phobia and love phobia. the past experiences still haunt me, and watching others make the same mistakes before me, i cannot help but doubt myself.
sorry.
and i hope time will tell.
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